Trying to get there and learning that maybe my worst sin is not lazyness but pride... Not pride in whaqt ido (as if I were best at something :)) but hurting my pride as I watch myself fail on every try.

Most difficult task but the one I like the most listening to my DH. I'm so used to boss around (it's a personality genetic that comes from a long line of matriarchs in the family trait) that I find it difficult to listen to him and understand his point of view - it is like I have a whole door in front of my eyes that doesn't allow me to see but that I don't want to open... Thank G_D dh understands and is trying to help me out.

Any ideas?